You Make Me Feel Like I Am The Girl I Wished I Could Be

Alive with the Glory of Love- Say Anything
Annie's Song (cover)- Me First and The Gimmie Gimmies
Dance Anthems of the 80's- Regina Spektor
She is Beautiful- Andrew WK

No one has ever made me feel the way you do. I always looked in magazines and observed people through my lenses and trapped their lives in my mind so I could pretend they were mine, but now they are. Now I am living. Over the summer I had this plan to go to India to find my place in the world, to help me find a way to be in and of the world; then I found you. My dad always said that people who are good for us are the people who bring out the good in us and the best people for us are who bring out the things we did not know we even had within ourselves. I could never have imagined I could be the person I am when I am with you. You make me brave in the strangest ways. I adore you, je t'aime.

The Moment You Look and Know, Baby, You Are In So Much Trouble

Man- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Infinity Guitars- Sleigh Bells
Put Your Hand In My Hand- Lungfish
Tear You Apart- She Wants Revenge

I like you too much for me to be in anything but trouble. I'm too honest with you to be in anything but trouble. You're too perfect for me to be anything but trouble. This is all too good to be anything but trouble, but after all, my name is Trouble.

Tourture

Hard to Explain- The Strokes
Transatlanacism- Death Cab for Cutie

Don't you think I want to leave? I do. More than you could ever know. Things aren't as simple as they are in romantic movies, there are more ramifications, more uncertainties. I want to sure, certain. I feel that I am becoming so but you torture me with all of these wonderful ideas. Don't you think I want to wake up and see you? Don't you think I want to hang out with you everyday? Don't you think that I want to hold your hand while we walk around? I want to do all of these things and you make me feel like an hour is a century. I don't want to grow much older without you around. I just want you to understand how hard it is for me when you say such pretty things and I can't do anything about it right now. All I can do is promise to keep feeling wonderful things when I think of you and all I can ask of you is to feel wonderful things when you think of me.

Secret Letters- Erin Tobey
Folding Chair- Regina Spektor

So I was watching some rom-coms and dedicating some time to finishing a mix cd today. The last track of the cd is a song I wrote myself. This is the first time I've ever let anyone actively listen to something I wrote for them. I don't really like letting people know exactly what I think of them. This whole fear of rejection and low self esteem thing flares up and I just generally avoid having to deal with the idea that my expectations may not meet reality, as they rarely tend to do. I feel so stupid when I am interested in someone. I feel like I am too pushy or forward or bold. I feel like I pester. I don't think in reality I do this, based on things people say but I still get worried about it. I want to be sublimely happy and I find a guy who makes me feel this way, so I don't want to feel anything but that now. I'm not looking for anything forever (I'm too young for that) or serious right now but a guy like him could make me rethink that.

That Surge, That Spark, That Thing That Makes You Think You Could Be Falling In Love

Close To Me- The Fairways
Shape of My Heart- Noah and the Whale
Oh Yoko!- John Lennon
Kiss Me Deadly- Generation X

You make me see hearts and sparks and stupid, stupid things. I'm in so much trouble.

Dispite my best efforts I can't help but talk about you to anyone who will listen

I've just seen a face- The Beatles
Then She Appeared- XTC
Oh oh I Love Her So- The Ramones
Trolley Song- Judy Garland

I just can't stop talking about you. thinking about you. wishing that i could fold up roads and pull the edges of land like sheets of bed, pulling you closer to me. It's mildly retarded, but so am I when it comes to you.

drinking, talking, walking

I'm In Love With a Girl- Big Star
Don't Get Me Wrong- The Pretenders
Mayor of Simpleton- XTC
If It's Love- Squeeze

It's like I met you before or like I saw you in a dream because I'm too comfortable and happy for you to be a stranger. You're far to sweet to be strange.